The Wish

I remember when I was young; I used to make a wish.
I always wish for someone to love me.
Someone who will accept me no matter how stupid or bad I am.
Someone who will never say goodbye and never leave me behind.
I never stop wishing until I grow up and started falling in love.
I used to love many people without getting anything in return.
I got hurt many times that I started to stop wishing.
I stop believing in love.
I denied the fact that I am a person that is capable of loving someone.
Then I close the door.

Until, someone came in my life.
Someone who unexpectedly grants my wish,
someone, who made me realize that there is something missing in my life.
But things did not go well between us.
Sadly, we couldn't be together.
We couldn't love each other,
Not the way we wanted to.
I accept that fact wholeheartedly and without regrets.
I thought I'll be fine.
But things got really crazy.
Again, I was hurt.
I was hurt so bad.
So bad that I used to cry every night
when I'm in front of my friends I try to fake a smile.
That Love drives me insane, it turn my world upside down.
But I couldn't let things go, I don't want to hurt that someone.
But One day I know, I have to...

And that day came,
I saw that someone cry and it breaks my heart.
I want to take all the words back but I couldn't.
All things had been said and done.
I know I couldn't stop it or reverse it back to yesterday.
I am decided.
These things must be done for the betterment of our lives.

Then I remember my wish.
Love must be so crazy.
He had done a way to make me believe in love again
But in a very crazy manner though.
He granted my wish to make me believe again.
When I realize that, I feel like regretting what I had wished for.
Because I know, my wish is something beyond impossible.
Or if it is meant to be true, Today wasn't the right time.
I also realize that Love would not give you what you want
Instead it will give you what you need.

When I was young I used to wish for someone to love me.
But I found no one, instead I found my friends.
It was like Love said: "You want a LOVER but a FRIEND is all that you need,"