Too Late...? Part 2

I felt something strange when I read her message.
Feels like my heart is aching.
Can't understand it but I know it's breaking.
Been so long since I last saw her,
I won't deny it but I think I'm missing her.
Her voice
Her Laugh
The way she tease me
How she annoys me everytime she's around
Her non-stop text messages
Her phone calls that I always missed
Her stories and jokes (she never run out of them)
How she tried to like everything that I want(though we're totally opposite)
How she criticize every boy that I used to like (yes, I'm a gay)
The way she looked at me
The way she smile
Oh, God I really am missing her
After all this time
All I ever wanted was
To be with her

I tried to reach her
But she's nowhere to be seen
I even found out that her number is out of reach
I don't know why, but I feel like she's staying away from me
Now I wonder, don't she ever want to see me again?

Months passed by
Still no calls
No text
I haven't heard anything from her
Many things happened.
There were changes in me that I never expected
And It changed my life forever


Until I passed by this old place were we used to hang out
As I walked in to the room.
I saw that friendly face I've been dying to see
There she was, sitting next to this boy
I knew they were having a good time
'Coz they look so sweet
I never knew how much I missed her until I saw her
I want to hug her but I can't
Because of this boy sitting beside her
I smiled when she looked at me
But disappointment eaten me when she suddenly turn away

Out of this curiosity longing
I tried to approach them
Destroying their little privacy
With just one hello I started it all
She obviously looked annoyed
Until she stood up and walk away
I run after her to ask what happen
But she ignored me pretending that she heard nothing
To make her listen I said
"If you don't talk to me I will kissed you"

She faced me with fierce look
She started shouting at me
Telling me how much she hated me
I couldn't blame her I know it was my fault
What I did was wrong and I regret that
I started to feel uncomfortable
As I felt all eyes were on me
" I hate you, I hate you, I hate you"
Then she stopped
I was surprised too on what I did
I found myself touching her lips with mine

PAK!!!!!

I felt that as I let her go
I was hurt, she slapped me
I'm sorry....
I wanna tell her
But I saw her walking away
I stood there frozen
Can't think of what to do next
Will I run after her again?
Should I tell her how I feel?
What should I do?

I felt this hot liquid forming behind my eyes
I still want to make things right
I want to let her know how much she means to me
I want to let her know how much I love her
But I don't know...
If everything is too late...

too late...?

Of all people I don't know why it's you

In the crowd, I only see nothing but you

Don't know how you capture my heart 

Should have known that form the start

I found myself always looking at you

Then wish that you will look on my way too

But I know that's impossible 

You never find me visible 

You like someone else, not me

Friends, that's all we'll ever be

But what will I do?

If my heart shouts nothing but you

Patiently I waited

All my time I wasted

Thought my love was strong 

Until someone came along 

Then it makes me realize 

After all that I've done, this was my prize

You take my love for granted

Even though you knew it was all I ever wanted

It's breaking my heart can't you see

But I know I must set you free

I will let you go

Even though I love you so.